To rip your choices out of your throat

Your voice is cursed inside your heart

Your tears are captured 

And kept inside a dessert

Filled with pain and different noises

Your toes are curled inside the dark

While you shut the nonsense 

Outside your mind

You try to explain

To tell yourself to grow apart

You survive the torture

You love the scripture 

You see the blood

Painting your heart

Your words are stolen

Your voice is ripped out of your throat

Your choices are cursed inside your heart

(So many times in life,we need to do things we dont believe in ,make forced choices ,to keep quiet when you want to scream ,to stay calm eventhough all around us we see is storm,this piece is inspired by those moments)

Steering Wheel

I have it in a strong hold

A steering wheel 

I cant control

My life is running,

in different directions

Im breathing in exasperation

While all excuses are evaporating

Im moving towards the cross line

Jumping off a ladder

Everytime I stutter

I see the glass shatter

All my memories grow

And dreams clutter

I have it in a strong hold

A steering wheel 

I cant control 

Time Is Up

When your body is gaining weight

And your looking for your best trait

You fall before you think straight

Love had to come from outside

Inside it was all malice and disastor

When you had to hear cruel words

 because you didnt know any better

You had to look from the outside mirror

Trying to find peace ,in everyday colour

Then you had to surface one day 

Shaking your head ,to watch your hair fall

To know that your time is up

You had to go through the horrors

Your letters have always been misspelt

Love wasnt just a caress or a kiss

It had to be a strong believe

That protected you like an armour

When your bald head sparkled in daylight

You told them you learned

You told them you struggled

And when you fell

You fell so hard 

In love with yourself , all mesmerised 

(love yourself so that you can defeat whatever life throws at you… Dont wait till your time is up or for something horrible to happen,grow in love with you everyday ,everything you own,imperfections and all,makes you beautiful, )

I wish

I wish I was beautiful like gold

Shiny stone ,brightening lights

Found in everyone

Absent in mine

I wish I had the cave of darkness

Eating away all my life

So I stood there naked

Daring them to stare

 as much as they want

Till they find a fault

They cant tear apart